LOL i am dying

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everybodysparty:

S E R A T O N I N

I just can’t wait for this quarter to be over already. I need a physical & emotional break from everything…

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Just a little appreciation!

Tonight was just a huge wave of emotions. My cousin’s grandfather had just passed recently, & tonight was the night of his viewing. I prayed, prayed, & prayed for my cousin’s grandpa, for my passed grandpa (dad’s), & my very ill grandpa (mom’s). As I looked to my left, I saw my mom & dad kneeling, praying & silently crying also; it was then that it hit me. Not only am I getting older, so are my parents. I’m already 20, no longer a child nor teen; in 20 more years, I’d be a mother, & my parents would be grandparents. What will I do when it the time comes for them? I’d probably bawl my ass off. But nevertheless, I would want to be able to say at the least that I’ve made them happy & proud of me. Life’s too short for any anger, hate, grudges, fights, or whatever else bullshit because one day, I’m going to be the one in that very same boat as my cousin’s aunts & uncles.

I am writing this post as a reminder to myself to appreciate everything & everyone that I have in my life, especially my parents. I am everything that I am today because of them, & though they aren’t exactly the perfect parents & as we aren’t the perfect family, that shit doesn’t matter because throughout it all, both my mom & dad has endlessly provided me with unfathomed support & love. With that being said, all that I am, & all that I hope to be, I owe to my parents.

No I’m not lucky, I’m blessed… with the greatest parents ever! YES! (: <3

Break So Far

The Good:

- Grades were good. Tried to get straight A’s but one unholy little minus sign fucked shit up for me. I guess Dean’s list will have to do.

- Tahoe trip was a definite SUCCESS. I give myself a big ol pat on the back for planning it. Shit wasn’t easyyyy! Gotta upload the epic pictures soon. (:

- Getting back from Tahoe, our SM has scheduled me every day of the week. Which is good, coz I really, really, really need the extra hours (ka-ching $$$)! I’m starting to really like work, most especially because of the new management. I mean, the managers, aren’t really new anymore because it’s been a few months already, but I can definitely say that we’ve all gotten to know one another more.

- HGC reunion! well, partially lol. But yeah, I love love looove my girls! :D

- I CAN’T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS! yayyyy (:

The Bad:

- Grandpa is still sick. I know that just life & that this is what happens during old age, but still, it’s kinda depressing to see all my mom & aunts/uncles all so concerned & sad. ): Guess we should all appreciate what we have while we still got it, & never take our parents for granted.

- I am really lagging on ordering books for next quarter. I should start on that soon..

- Speaking of next quarter, I just logged onto MyCSUEB & got an unpleasant reminder that I am soon going to be taking 20 units. Hell, I hope I survive.

- Break is basically already halfway over! Nooooo. ): Why do the days fly by so much faster when you don’t have school!

The Ugly:

- My credit card is getting a work out.. I owe $600+ fuck. my. life. ): ): ):

- I STILL DON’T KNOW WHAT WE’RE DOING FOR NEW YEARS EVE! faack. I hope something spontaneous pops up soon lol. I just want to do something super fun!

- Begin rant: I fucking hate flakers. Never, & I mean NEVER, will I ever invite, nor allow anyone to invite, this bitch to anything again. Did you NOT get the point I was trying to make when I double checked with everyone about going on the trip? Did I NOT straight up tell you that I don’t have time for bullshit & “maybes”? So yee, thanks for not having the fucking balls own up to the fact that you just didn’t want to go; you know.. providing excuses then telling me you’ll meet up with me to talk it out & flaking out again just makes me look down on you even more. I don’t care if you’re good friends with my own good friends. Though I didn’t know you like that, I’ve come to the conclusion that I just simply don’t like you because 1) how you handled the situation, 2) you’ve cost me money 3) you’re a shady ass person for flaking out on meeting up with me to talk. I’d be thankful if I were you, because if it weren’t for my boyfriend reimbursing me through discount money for your idiotic actions, you’d best be sleeping with one eye open. End rant.

WANT. NOW. ugh

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archiemcphee:

While some artists use photoshop to create all sorts of surreal scenes, Sandy Skoglund builds and photographs incredibly elaborate sets instead. “Her works are characterized by an overwhelming amount of one object and either bright, contrasting colors or a monochromatic color scheme.”

In this piece from 1992, entitled Body Limits, the walls, floor, sculpted figures, and furniture have all been coated with bacon. Mmm…bacon.

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that shit cray

I still need to see what the fuss is all about for this! So far my fave is the Black.

LOVINNN this collab

lololol those ledges in Pokemon though…those were my childhood first world problems!

indian food! tandoori chicken / chicken tikki masala is actually really really good. might go get some todaaay

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